I hate putting concentrated effort into something and not making the sort of headway I'd like. I'm used to being good at whatever I want to be, at being able to pick things up easily if I put my mind to it. It frustrates me when I am not able to do that.

I want to be good at Tango! I'm starting to be able to picture what I want my Tango to look like, what I'd like it to be, but I just can't do it. It feels like I'm hardly making any headway. Very frustrating.