On some level, I guess I feel like I deserve all the drama with Mike.

I'm a hypocrite. Over the last several months there have been a number of times where I have treated Chris as poorly as Mike has treated me. I was trying to create distance, and I did it in the ways that were easiest for me, not the ways that were fairest to him. I feel guilty about how I handled things and about how I have treated him; now, at least, it's finally out in the open.

Chris, I'm sorry.