I've been breaking my New Year's Resolutions like crazy.

Everything feels good right now, but I'm worried that I'm setting myself up for a fall. Second guessing myself a lot. Thinking that perhaps I need to be better to myself and make choices that, although not what I would wish, might be better for me in the long run.

I hate that. Why can't the choices that are better for me in the long run also be the choices that I am passionately drawn to?