I feel very constricted lately. I hate that I can't write about anything or talk about anything or say too much, whether it's because certain people don't want the sort of relationships they have with me disclosed in any way, or whether it's because people from work might read what I write and hold it against me somehow. I miss having an outlet for my thoughts, a public venue in which to sort out my reactions. I need to finish up my secure-content journal, I guess.

I mean, I have been writing in my physical offline journals, but it's just not the same thing, you know? Maybe you don't. I dunno. Nobody else I know seems to blog the way I'd like to, given a perfect world and no constraints.